wtf

what happened. it seems like everything from the past is changing and my tolerance level is dropping. sucks. i'm here, they are there. so why am i so bothered by it? i can answer my own question. but its never going to be the same.

mhm

So today, I had a realization. Maybe math is not for me. I always enjoyed it but the feeling that i might have found something better scares me. I was very closed minded on what i wanted to do with my life, even where i wanted to go to college.Then I ended up somewhere I really didnt want to be and loved it...so idk. socialogy vs. math ed....what else could be more troubling. no wait. guys. guys are complicated. simplier than girls, but still complicated. all I have to say is...glad to be ur #3.

I got sucked into this

So, yet another day wasted by One Tree Hill. So, addicting. damn drama. anyways, I was inspired by kellex and alex to get one of these. Keeping up with my friends daily lifes is what I do. Cuz I miss them oh so dearly. The weekend was great. Ohio Northern was so much fun. I learned some lessons, gained more friends and a shit load of inside jokes. I never knew college would be so much fun. I never knew BG could be this much fun. I remember when this was my last resort...i was just so closed minded on what I wanted to do, who i wanted to be with, and how i wanted to spend the rest of my life. I learn now that I should give everything a chance, who is to stop me. no one but myself.